Suicidal War

How do I feel?
How or should be what?
The feeling I feel should erupt
So overwhelming it's surreal
 
Pain and misery
It's a rush no creep
Pulling me down slowly
Into the water so deep
 
It's gloomy, dark
So much depth around me 
But I feel closed in a box
Not ordinary texture, but one made of bark
 
I scratch at it 
Begging to be free
But my nails wear down
No one there to help me
 
So I drown in my lonesome 
The little spec in the distance
Is the happiness burning off a shining sun
Tried to reach, but sadness overwhelms persistence
 
So down
Down, down
I fall
No return
 
As I sink lower
The cold clings to my skin
But inside my heart burns 
Because the war will never end
 
Agonizing war I say
Like Persia and Rome in present day
Strike my heart with 2 ft. Swords 
I question myself, can I take much more?
 
It hurts 
Hurts so bad
Relief from the wounded flesh
Happiness brings anew so I may feel refreshed
 
But what happens when joy has lost
Depression is that state, I know
I feel as if I've sunken too low
Somewhere no human being could go  
 
Wounds to the heart never heal
A river flows many ways from where the blood spills
Chest gets cold, brain release the feeling you cant hide
Because you've truly died inside
 
Mind and body
Coincide as one 
So when the mind dies 
The body has soon begun
 
Muscles tense and grow weak
Fact remains your young, but feel so elderly 
Knees buckle, back cripples
You try to continue, but your strength is so little
 
You fall and can't get up
Agonizing but quiet pain creeps up 
Torn like the paper you tear
Your last breath is but another riffle in the air
 
But still I am here
Wounded and torn 
Pain, misery, inside cries
Mind and body at times, may seem to die
 
My face has become worn 
From the many emotions it hides
The flame in my soul continues to burn
With it depression can wound, but the war I survive
 
By: Tyrone Alcorn, Jr.  
      Definition Of Nice

Checkers And Chess

There was me...and you, truth be told you played fool to a game well known. 

Checker player double jumping a chess board in which I owned. 

Too sophisticated for those quick feelings. 

So I strategically move knight to corner you. My queen. 

While the checkmate is imminent, the distraction is laid. 

Stolen your heart I have and King Me I say. 

Or let it end swift over knight, the queen will lay. 

Either way I will be left standing in proclamation 'the best'. 

For I will not lose my dignity, 

But love...just one big game...Checkers and Chess.

By: Definition Of Nice (Tyrone Alcorn, Jr.)

Update 7/19/2011

UPDATE

I had no idea of the amount of views and visits people make to my blog.  I love to write and share my passion and I realized I have been away for awhile.  I am re-focused and back to writing like I should.  I truly appreciate those who have continued to check and sent me messages regarding my writing.  I promise not to disappoint.  :) Thank you all.

Definition Of Nice 

Quote Of The Week (5/2/2011 - 5/7/2011)

"It is not wise to underestimate anyone and under no circumstance should you underestimate yourself. Your will fuels your deepest ambitions." - Definition Of Nice (Tyrone Alcorn, Jr.)

The Best (Old free Write)

It may take long
But Ill prove ‘em wrong
Destiny is calling,
Cant wait like Trey Songz

Eat rhymes and gimmicks
To equate a huge hunger
Now got enough power
Too crack the ice tundra

Living in a shell
Your rhymes are completely hollow
That’s air you spittin with  no flight
Can you follow?

The best?
Excuse me while I laugh
But with no smile
No smirk

Not look or a pause
I explode in my lonesome
I laced these words through you
Shame you
Then hold your pride up for ransom

Definition of the best:
Excelling all others
And self proclamation?
Could get you laid to rest

You want it?
I’m not talking guns or knives
Explosives, or fights
But rather paranoid nights

The originators
Nothing greater
Started first
Laid in Hearst

Where are the best ?
They beneath the dirt
But without the cherish work
That lives forever on this Earth

So how dare you declare "the best"
Neglecting those whose words live on but vessels digress
To be the best they carried to end life’s test
Now can you truly be better than ALL the rest?

Definition Of Nice

Tyrone Alcorn, Jr.

Quote Of The Week (Ending 4/30)

"When you can't find yourself, thats when its easiest for anyone to mold you."- Definition Of Nice (Tyrone Alcorn, Jr.)

Book work

I am currently working on a realistic fiction novel that has been taking up my time and attention. I will continue to post and share my work, however quotes of the day will turn to quotes of the week.  I will also post at least one or two poetry pieces a week. It is good it keeps my mind always in a creative state. Thank you to all my loyal readers who do check in. Stay Tuned. :)

Quote Of The Day (4/18/2011)

"More money does not mean more problems. It only escalates the ones you carried up the ladder with you." - Definition Of Nice (Tyrone Alcorn, Jr.)

Quote Of The Day (4/17/2011)

"You accomplish more when focusing on smaller portions heavily, rather than doing a little of everything all at once." - Definition Of Nice (Tyrone Alcorn, Jr.)

Quote Of The Day (4/16/2011

"Being more like me and less like you is what I call #winning" - Definition Of Nice (Tyrone Alcorn, Jr.)