Thoughts of The Neptunian

I am not a Martian, I hail from Neptune as they say. To the contrary however I am as warm as sunlight running the sides of this planet we call Earth. Females seek my warmth, miles away, yearning to be comforted by a body of familiarity. How is it I am much further and distant, but you relate? How is it you yourself are so cold? Is it because females hail from the heat driven planet of Venus, stranded...on this rock we cal Earth. They are chilled and misunderstood from the male domination running ice trails, from Mars. This rock is warmth so they adapt and made for each other these species are. What sets me apart...being from much colder depths, analyzing this ‘alien’ species they call humans...and in deeper depths what they call ‘female’. Emotional creatures they are...seeking my adaption of warmth, companionship, my understanding of them and taking advantage of the intent to learn more, to listen to every cipher of sound that is muddled from their mouths. Using my ‘foreign’ abilities to build dams across their eyes to eradicate the meaning of cry. With reflexes faster than light catching each every drop of love and care that drips from their lips? Where I am from we waste nothing, so why should this treasure...be any different. Using my super hearing to hear the calls for help within, without her needing to say a word...is this what they conflict with being near me. Do I scare you...or do I simply reflect what you are missing...Segregation or alienation of my presence is inevitable...Maybe you are simply alien...to your needs. I can be blinded and still see.

By: Tyrone Alcorn, Jt.
Definition Of Nice

Letter To Love

Dear Love,

From the first moments I spoke your name
My World was never the same
Never before did you knock at my heart
Yet I think now its time you start
Crashing my sanctuary I call my soul
It was you who could bring true happiness
Or so I was told...
Instead you are the cuddly dog yet ravenous
Gnarring, tearing my heart to shreds
A wounded soul cries from the eyes it bled
How dare you intrude when I was so weak
They say it will be better but the future looks bleak
I hate you!
So much its beyond truth
I’ve rebuilt my heart now with a door
My strength is high and my feeling restored
You come knocking at my door Apologizing
Wrong for letting you go?
Save your chastising
Yet you walk in anyway
This time I’m stronger
Why I try so hard but you refuse to stay!
My pain just extends longer
You bring the improper balance of pleasure and pain
How dare people take you and use your name in vain
The pain you cause
The joy you bring
I am taking my pause
Whether it be a knock or a ring
My heart is titanium
Locked behind a steal door sealed tight
Twice two many have you hurt me with nothing in return
Tired of waiting up all night
So I write you now
You should humbly take your bow
Succeeding in successfully disrupting my life
You are never welcome again
IM DONE with your pain and strife
A new life of happiness without you I begin


Definition Of Nice
Tyrone Alcorn, Jr.

Redemption

Redemption…
Defined as deliverance and rescue
Is this what it feels like to be on death row?
To feel your heart take a U turn into despair?

What gives us as humans the right to request forgiveness?
If you take the life of a person the price should be returned, yet we digress
I took an arrow strapped to a golden bow
Shot it into your heart tugged and made it disappear

What I created was murder to the woman I believe to Love
Gone for good what is it that He thinks as I look above
I was questioned once and then questioned myself….
Who the hell am I?

Where is the young man raised into respect ?
Where is the kind-hearted innocent demeanor?
Where along the line did I lose keeping my emotions in check?
Sincerity above disparity, Keeping a path to happiness instead of closing the door

I know the real me, the real Ty was trapped by multifarious walls
Some very thick catching me off guard, desperately needing to be broken
You were there breakin in but with everyday a new wall put up to stall
I guess even as the real me had approached it forgot how to treat a woman.

At one given time who knew I could destroy two worlds
But especially one that I would kill to be apart of
Never did I realize you are my heart and part of me not just my girl
But I apologize for every single ounce of pain ever caused

I’m doing more than apologizing and even if not deserved, forgiveness
It will take long for you to do but I refuse to hurt you anymore
Shooting at your heart was like hitting a thin wall pressing into mines
You are the best and If you dont believe any words I ever say just know
I Love you for sure

Those words hit heavy like pelting rain drops
But It is why I feel terrible thrown into a whirlwind like a spinning top
My heart has always been behind that of a girl making sure shes first
Somehow I found the only other girl I love the one to tear down, just dust

Redemption…
Is it well deserved?
For Murder in degree or heartbroken individuals
I pray for it daily and repent, forgiveness is hopeful and maybe my redemption reserved .

Definition Of Nice

Tyrone Alcorn